Today was as normal as normal can be, being vastly overrated. The only abnormal event was... I can no longer say I have never given up on anything I care about. *hangs head- looks quite a bit like Sasuke after they couldn't unmask Kakashi- thunk!* I am so disappointed in myself, I could cry. But then, I think about how much I tried to study for this exam coming up, and how much I just couldn't... couldn't make headway, and I realized that no matter how much I love math, I simply cannot keep up with it in this environment... Along with Bio, Chem, History, and Comm. It's not like I did even passably well on hte first exam, so I have no excuses like, "You could do this if you put your all into it." I didn't, but I can't. I have to spread my "all" with four other classes that are more important than an elective. *sigh* Sucks like whoa.

Anyway... At the moment, I am feeling a mixture of disgust at my failure, and triumph at how I'm making headway with the chemistry I had been neglecting to pay more attention to calc. On my own, unrushed, I made it through so many problems, and I'm understanding it. In my own way, LoL

Anyway... REGIONALS in 2 DAYS!!! I'm so pumped! I am gonna kick ass, or go down trying! LoL I jsut hope that I don't get a shitty horse for the first show this season. LoL That would suck big time!

Anyway... *blink* I'm really tired, and it's only 11:30 and it's my night to stay up!