So, I placed 6th at Regionals. *shrug* Don't get me wrong, I'm Pissed with a capital P. I'm pretty sure I served so much better, and so did everyone else. My mom said that when they got to 4th without calling my number, she swore and was like, "This is Bullshit!" makes me feel better, but... still not so great. I'm a really sore loser... expecially when I know I rode better than I have all season. dammit.

Anyway... I think today was jsut not a good day. Yesterday, I spent 5 hours mucking paddocks, and I rode for two, on the shittiest horse alive- I have bruises on my calves from kicking him so hard!!! And I -still- coulnd't get him to move... dressage whip, kicking, anything!! So, I was so sore after riding yesterday, I could barely move. So waht did I do? I walked for 2 and 1/2 hours straight for a thing going on at my school. And then dave drove me back to the dorm because I -really- couldn't move, and I dropped like a stone into bed. Was up at 5:30 this morning, and out the door at 6, off to Regionals, where I think Belle broke my toe by stnading on it for a good couple of seconds because I was throwing Amanda up and couldn't get her off.... So sore. LoL

So, overall, a pretty shitty day. I'm disgusted, pissed, frustrated beyond words and so ready to cry at any given moment over anything that bothers me, and... yeah, jsut not a great day.

Meh.