Ya know, I've gotten yelled at for retaliating to things in this journal, but this one time, I just can't muster the energy to duke it out face to face. Not even duke it out, jsut explain myself, and have to re-explain myself, and then... Do it -all- again!!! I've lost my confidence in text. 2 strikes, we're getting close to my limit, before I completely just... throw in the towel and say Fuck it. I don't care enough to put in the ffort for this BS anymore. I suppose that it is just me not explaining myself well, or truly being a dickwad, but whatever, this is who I am, people. When I write in here, this is who I am, what I'm like. Clueless, slightly retarded, selfish, unable to communicate my wishes or thoughts, and completely hopeless in the manner of trying to be socially equipped.

Strike 2, next time you're out. Well... I'm on strike 2. So sick of being yelled at for nothing... Just yell at me again, please. I deserve it this time, I know. I'll give it to you for free. *shakes head* I'm tired... Forget I said anything. My temper flared... *shrugs* Shoot me. In the face, please... At least kill me in one shot, k?