"You love me but you don't know who I am." So... interesting, as a line. All on its own. It's part of a song that at the moment, I can't think of a name for. Anyway, I was humming and whistling it not moments before, so I figured it was at least worth mentioning. *shrugs* Why not, right?

So, it's quiet hours. In preparation for the exams I have already taken, this morning, or will be taking, next week. *gag* I Hate Exams. And I've already heard that my chem one is going to be a bastard. Especially considering that I'm HORRIBLE at chemistry. I jsut can't do it. Unless I understand every little step, it's like... Gibberish!!! How about this; I'll promise not to speak of Chemistry too much, and... Well, that'll be it. I'll jsut stop worrying about it, becuase I'm doomed to fail no matter what I do. Besides, I jsut emailed my professor with a very nice apology/pleading note, so... things should be okay.

Dear God I have been such a slacker today. I went to my History exam 15 minutes late because my alarm didn't go off and it's a really good thing I've got a somewhat decent internal alarm clock becuaes I only got up 10 minutes late. Goddamn! I got out in 2 hours, then went to the zoo instead of working at the horse show.. I was halfway there before I remembered. Welll, actually at Dunkin Donuts, but seriously, I was going to the ZOO!!!

And then... I'm so fucking ANNOYED with myself for being so DUMB!!!!!, I had my camera on macro for objects it definitely shouldn't have been on, so half of my what could have been AWESOME pictures, came out blurry and SHITTY!!! AND I'M SOOOOOOO PISSED!!! WHAT KIND OF IDIOT -DOES- THAT?!?!?!?! Oy. Oy vey.

*shake it off* I got two sketchy people IM me today... Crazy shit. Like whoa. hah... It was hilarious, I laughed the whole time. See, me and Kate decided to throw our pictures up on facethejury.com and see what happened. LMAO I can't beleive I did that. *shrugs* Whatever, it'll be fun when I get bored, jsut randomly say hi and whatnot. See how many people get frieked out. hah

The giraffe today, it looked at me. I really feel like it looked at me. I remembered what I was missing, why I love the barn so much. Not these stupid barns where the horses are so perfect and pretty and everyone loves them, but the barns where horses are sad, or scared, or... barns where you can make a difference. Those were the eyes that looked at me today. They were tired, bored, sad. I felt so bad for the giraffe, I wanted to hug it and make it free.

GTG... hah