Wednesday, June 15, 2005

Wow... Didn't realize there was that much hurt and anger still in -that- corner. Bitter. Completely bitter. I was in tears writing parts of that last night, it just sucks. And now, I'm in this completely apathetic state. Mmm... I think I could be tired. Why do I come on so late? fuck. I should learn sometime.

I went for a run today. (Note: I'm sick of talking about how I feel- it hurts, it'll go away as soon as I quit thinking about it. *Rolls eyes* Why does that prescription never work?) It was fun- got to take Spritey-roighty and just... pound it out along the trails. I did some 3/4 and sprint work- not too much, don't wantt o kill my knees, but... it felt real good. Fast. Probably not half as fast as it used to be, but... it felt good. I missed sprinting. I -do- miss it. I should race more often. Against Christine, maybe. *Smirks* Who'd lose that race? Me! haha I laugh at how I used to be the fastest 200 sprinter on the team, and can barely 3/4 pace the 200 now. Oy... college ruined me. Okay, so I'm lying. I can definitely 3/4 pace a 200, but I seriously miss running. Not competing, jsut running. Training. I love to work out; swim, run, anything fast and furious. Dancing, too... haha good thing, cause Laura's dragging me clubbin tomorrow- with MISS CHRISTY!!! WOOT!!