I hate boys. And girls. I hate relationships and how they always end up fucking one person over or the other. How someone always gets hurt and both of them end up fucked up. And we wonder why I have trust issues. The only couple I've ever seen that have worked are my mom and dad and my mom's parents.

You know, I -hate- relationships. You get involved with someone, gradually start to trust them and "love" them (What the fuck is love, anyway?! Just someone's romanticized word for lust- brain, body, who the fuck cares, you jsut want it, nothing else! Love is the ultimate thing to hurt someone with.), and then they fuck you over bigtime! Well fuck that! I won't do it. I -refuse- to do it.

See, at least I know when I lust over someone. I -know- that I don't love them, and if something better came along, they'd be like yesterday's underwear(such a good analogy, huh?). Granted, this is as long as I don't get too close. If that happens, all that above is out the window, and that's when the real show starts. tap tap (haha... if anyone know what that's from, I'll give you a hug!) that's when the shit hits the fan and everything goes all black and blue, Ouch.

Damn. And I hate drugs. hate them, hate them hate them. And yet... I love people who use them. How the fuck does this happen? Shit! What better way can you get yourself hurt than to mess with that? *shakes head* Stupid git.