Linds, can I just reiterate how much you have my support and love all the time, but especially now, when I know you need it? If you need anything, anytime, call me and I will jump to! You are amazing, and I know you did what was necessary.
On that note: This is an exercise in futility. I'm sure you've already recognized it, and I'm sorry that it has taken me this long. You need time and space, and a fuck-buddy. I'm sorry... I don't provide any of the above. I really liked you, I still do. But I won't do this to myself. You hurt me one too many times, in too short a period. I guess it just wasn't meant to work. "Cut the ties, girl." Goodbye, Matt.
As for Halloween, because I hate ending on a depressed note, I made a very cute Naughty Schoolgirl, pictures in the photoblog. Leave me comments, tell me how cute I am! haha If you want to pledge your undying love, that'd be great, too! haha I sure would appreciate a vote of confidence right now! I love halloween... I love the origins of the holiday, I love the atmosphere, I only wish that the attitude we had as kids- anticipation mixed with a certain delicious fear- could stay even when we get older. Approaching houses all lit up, never quite certain what's going to happen- a plain old house, or are ghouls behind the trees?! How much fun can you have?? And after, getting to eat a bag full of candy, bringing it to schoo lto share with friends, eating yourself into a tizzy ball of energy and Mom yelling at me to go outside if I was going to tear the house apart! I miss being a little kid on Holidays... hehe But I get to give out treats this year... Could be, fun, too! haha