Hahah. Dude, can I jsut say you crack me up with, "I can see how that would go down... Baseball bat in one hand, grenade in the other." ?? I almost peed my pants I was laughing so hard. Isn't it unfortunate when you run into people who make you feel so helpless that the only way you can think of dealing with it is by... well, I'm sure you get the idea.
Thanks for the support, man. I really need some helping hands when I'm so tied up I can barely see which way is forward.
Speaking of forward- do I even know? No. You need to choose, boob. I know it's hard and I know that if I push, you will go away. But if I don't push, you'll go away, anyway. So... it's a question of, How hard? I've never been good at judging things between "Full Speed Ahead," and "Reverse," so work with me.
And how do you revamp a character modelled on yourself? Because honestly... I don't think I can. If placed in the same situation, how would I act? Probably the same way. Which is why I get the hell out of dodge when placed in that situation, because I know -nothing- good can come of it. Geez... It leaves me two choices really. Make a new character and hate her with every fibre of my being because honestly, friends who's RP style I can deal with, are scarce in the MT, or.... revamp Miss Rain. But I don't know how. This, my dears, is the problem. How do you revamp someone who is acting the -exact- way you would act in a given situation? I suppose react the way you do. Find different friends and give the ones who you're reacting out against, time and space. Unfortunately, this falls into the old... People who's RP style I can stand being scarce, routine. It's a catch-22, and I'm not sure how to fix it. Maybe I'll jsut give the MT some time and space. Yeah right. It's vacation and I am going to be bored. Not going to happen. Booo Hiss. This sucks.
I think I'm going to go write Christmas Thank You notes to get them out of the way, and... take the doggies for a walk, see if the trails are open for running (Yeah Right), and... think about the various problems I have encountered and slept on and now can think sorta clearly about.
I think i need to have a chat with Shaina. *narrows eyes* I can see how that idea is going to go down... Like a lead balloon. You know what? -That's- a catch-22, also. I can't fight it because then he'll hate me. I can't weedle it because it won't work. I can't let it lie because then -I'll- hate me. God... I don't think I can win this one. It's another Catfish waiting to happen. OMG... It -is- another Catfish waiting to happen. Fuck. He's got 2 weeks. Make some changes or I'm gone, dude. I will -not- be hurt again.
(Lmao... How many time do I say this, mean it, and revoke it? Oy...)