I feel like I haven't written in forever, though it's really only been what, a day?? Mmm.. I've been avoiding it, because I'm honestly not sure what's going to come out. I feel a curious detachment from my current circumstances, and I'm not sure whether when it goes away, I am going to be back in the midst of D-cubed or if I'll be okay. I'm going with okay, based on how I'm feeling right now.

Yesterday was amazing! LoL I woke up from my 12 hours of sleep and... jsut flew! It felt like happy me on speed! haha Wonderful! haha I started off by jumping out of bed and promptly tripping over a pair of shoes and falling into a wall. Kate came out of her room at 8:30 to see me practically fall out of my room, laughing hysterically about falling into a wall. I think she thought I'd gone insane. But I was laughing because I knew, with that first burst of laughter, that I was going to be okay. I was going to be just fine. *Grins* And that was the best feeling of all.

So then I went to work and charmed everyone within a 10 foot radius, did all my work, and James showed up! We went to DD and I swa Corey! It was like... Lucky day! hehe So i sat down and chatted with him and a few of his fraternity brothers, while james did his thing. I missed the boy...

then I went to meet up with the rents, had dinner at Tim Horton's with them while we chatted about this that and the other thing. they both agreed I looked much better than the last time we'd seen each other... Poor Dad, his arm is killing him from surgery... I can't imagine how he felt after the meeting deallie. I shudder at the thought.

"Be something you love and understand!!
Baby, be a simple kind of man!
Oh won't you do this for me, son,
When you can."
Shinedown- Simple man

They gave me my toothbrush... God, I'd missed my toothbrush. It's like a cherished possession. I don't think anyone knows how much they value their toothbrush until it goes missing.

Then I headed back home, and Kate, John, Emily, Tony, Katie and Alex all came back from the Muse, Josh showed up shortly after, and we all watched Super Troopers.

"Right Meow!"

They hung out for a bit, and I was really caught off guard. I'm not sure whether it's because the comments fell flat without anyone to laugh and continue on the conversation, or if they really were just... dumber than usual??, but Josh was really... God, this sounds horrible. I know it does. I'm not sure why I cared, honestly. They were just so... obvious! LoL Or just... crazy. I'm not sure!! LoL

After they left, he got quickly bored and left as well... I kind of wasn't really pushing him to stay, and I was a slightly amused that he got bored so quickl;y and left. That kid's life is jsut too fast-paced for me. hah

So, last even of the day- Me, Emily and Kate all decide to make mudpies at like... 11:30. So, we head to Stop and Shop, to not only get materials, but to flirt with any guys who might be there. haha

In doing so, we made one guy's night, who I woke up from his reclined position on the register with, "Excuse me, but do you think you could help us find gummy worms?" and got a gummy worm for free! He gave it to us! haha

LMAo.. I laugh at my mom's thought that I would be using my blender for anything alcoholic. The only thing I've made with it so far is smoothies and crushed oreos... haha Wonderfulness!!!