Moving back to school in a week, and I'm not sure how I feel about it.

Excited.
Nervous.
Anxious.
Afraid.
Giddy.

It kind of runs the gambit (Matt? A little help here?). When I think about it, I tend to focus on 1) seeing Dave and Kevin and Kate again, and get extremely happy about it, or 2) seeing Kate and Dave and Kevin and 'The House' again, and get extremely agitated.

I'm really truly afraid that by being hesitant, I'm going to screw everything up all over again. But I'm jsut not confident enough to go stomping in there like I own the place, like I did last year. I'm finding out how timid I am when I tell Andrew I won't even ask Kate if she'd be okay with helping to throw her best friend a 21st bday party. Or Dave, for that matter.

Things were left on such shaky footing, that I'm sure I'm being dumb, but I jsut can't help it. Self-confidence issues? My middle name.


So live your life as if everydays' gon be your last
Once you move forward can't go back
Best prepare to remove your past

Ghetto- Akon