Am I absolutely unreasonable? I mean, seriously. I realize I am, generally. But because I know it, I try to temper it with some logic. Today, logic seems to have failed. Miserably. And I'm not sure why... I would apologize, but I don't think I've done anything really wrong... So I'm going to sit here and cry about it.

I think I'm just so disgusted with myself in disappointing Linds so often in the recent past because I just -couldn't- do it and today I'm doing it again because my plans collide. I just... I hate to disappoint her because I would hate to be disappointed if she were to do it to me. Ugh... But she wouldn't give up plans with family for me, either, so... I guess it's about even on the karma scales. Mebbe?

PS. Bjork isn't horrible, and I've regained my love of Portishead. hehe And... Little Black Beetles with Attitude.