I don't know why I let her make me feel so AWFUL! I swear, it is almost regular that anything she says in regards to certain topics consistently make me get off the phone and either 1) cry for a good couple of minutes, or 2) feel like an absolute jerk. I mean, you think I don't KNOW I'm an idiot? And you know what the worst part is? I know I'm NOT an idiot, yes I do stupid things sometimes and more often with certain topics, but having your own mother basically come out and tell you, is definitely a building block of self-doubt. God, I hate how I let her make me feel this way.