Tuesday, October 30, 2018

New Horse?

I am fucking crazy.

Why am I selling Sherwood?
Bc she stresses me the fuck out.
- My house, my job, Logan, I need a break.
- I needed a break. I needed to be horseless for a time. No bills, no decisions, no questions, no responsibility. Sort out other stuff- house, bills, OT.
Because riding her is stressful. 
- Because on top of all the other changes this year, Sherwood became a job.   

Will any horse stress me out less?
- No. I am innately a stress-monster.

What's different about a 2yo gelding? 
- I will get a 6 month break while he's in KY.
- And then he's just turned 3- ground work, trail rides, basics.
- There are only 2 USEA FEH-3yo events in Area 1. Valinor and Town Hill. And they're only in-hand classes with a free-jump portion.
-- Rules: FEH Rules
- Do I really want another young horse?

Am I responsible enough to own a "game changer"?
-  Yes.
- I am ambitious, competitive, and a good rider with JH's help.

Maybe I just need anti-anxiety meds.