Monday, October 08, 2018

SMTBM

Hah. STBU- Sucks To Be You, but Sucks More To Be Me.

Sherwood was fine. Vet came out, and we ended up going to Huntington and rocking out to a 7th place finish. After 2 weeks off, she cleared out a warmup ring, but.. Tomatoes, Tomahtoes. :)

On another scene, my relationship with Logan is heading in a very familiar and unwelcome direction. He hates me. And I hate him. We are miserable.

So.. I need to offload the truck, Sherwood, and the trailer to be able to afford this house and my student loans on my own. STBM.

I think I need to re-evaluate my life choices. Namely, owning property to bring my horse home. Because I won't have one. Maybe I'll do some travelling, instead. I like travelling. Maybe me and my dogs can do the whole trailer travelling gig.

What am I going to do with this house? How can I fix it without help? My dad is gone and I won't have any help. I keep thinking this is how relationships go, but... maybe it's only how MY relationships go.