Saturday, November 09, 2002

Some lyrics that fit me perfectly at the present moment:

Wish I was too dead to care
If indeed I cared at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you fed me shit to digest
I wish I had a reason;
my flaws are open season
For this, I gave up trying
One good turn deserves my dying

-courtesy of Stone Sour

Baby, if you'd see it just once through my eyes
Maybe then we'd have a further chance to survive
Oh, baby if you'd see it just once through my eyes

-Meredtih Brooks

Should I let you in, into my house with its concrete walls
Should I let you in, into my room with its curtains drawn
I want to open up, and let you walk right through my door
Can you tell me, is it worth it, the risk any more
Should I let you in

-Meredith Brooks

I'm sorry 'bout the attitude
I need to give when I'm with you
But no one else would take this shit from me
And I'm so
Terrified of no one else but me
I'm here all the time
I won't go away
It's me, yeah I can't get myself to go away
It's me, and I can't get myself to go away
Oh God I shouldn't feel this way

-Matchbox 20

dear terrance I love you muchly you've been nothing
but open hearted and emotionally available and supportive
and nurturing and consummately there for me I kept drawing you in
and pushing you away I remember how beautiful it was to fall asleep
on your couch and cry in front of you for the first time you
were the best platform from which to jump beyond myself what
was wrong with me

-Alanis Morrisette (This is for all those people out there who put up with my shyt and constantly forgive me, constantly let me get it together and work it out, who are always behind me, who are always there for me. If it weren't for you guys, I'm not sure what would've happened. I love you guys with all my heart, you know who you are.)

Now I'll go chop wood like the eager beaver we all know i am... Yippee.