Sunday, November 03, 2002

Yowch... re-reading over my blogger entry from yesterday... A bit harsh, eh? I thought so last night, but damn! I was really pissed... I didn't even understand how much this affected me untilthis very morning, when I looked over it... Phew... It's a good thing I didn't try to write an email or call. Would have jsut made it that many times worse. *grimaces* Damn... I need to get a cap limit on my temper... Ya know. one of those hats that Zenon's mum has... When you get stressed or steamed, just put on the hat, and the little blinky lights make the world seem like a better place... Must be some sort of massage or seomthing.. weird, whatever it is.

So... Even though I will leave that there because it was what I was feeling for the day, I am putting an apology here for what was said out of anger, and out of mind, basically.

"Now, the Nameless One is angry, as well they should be. Unfortunately, they think nothing of why this might have been done or the reasons that might ahve caused me to do such a nasty thing; I don't usually go around telling lies about people, no matter who they are, or how much I like/dislike them. It's just not my style. So... To this Nameless One, I give a message: Get mad, but understand why. And, if you still cannot forgive, then you are small-minded and not worth the aggravation of worrying about it. "

To this I will apologize, because it was expressed more harshly than it should, to someone who has never been anything but kind to me, and who has never done anything but stick up for me whenever I wanted/did something. For all these reasons, and others which will remain quiet, I am sorry. Please forgive my rashness and anger-driven hostility.