Oh man... Last day of track. I'm sooo sad. I'm going to miss those girls so much, and even though I couldn't wait for it to end, I'm really going to miss running every day. Like, I'm jsut going to miss that whole experience, and I don't think anything could match it next year. Don't get me wrong, I love the sophomores, but... They're not katie and Michelle and... *shrug* I think Chris was right.I really will miss the seniors, and I won't even know how much until next year, and I'm hte senior.

That thought is so scary. really, who thought they'd ever be the seniors in High school? I've got the chills just thinking about it. God... Who'd have though that? I hung out with Richie and TCapp tonight, jsut for a little while at the Gazebo, and it really was like I told Chris. I needed my "fix." Lmao. What a way to put it, huh? Anyway... It was fun. I'm kind of sad right now, mainly ebcause of the thought that these people won't be here next year to hang out and meet at the gazebo, and jsut... chill with. Granted, I don't know many seniors, and the ones I do know, I don't know very well. But I do know, for sure, that I will miss every single one of them. And it makes me sad that I missed my opportunities to get to know these extraordinary people, all of which have made my days far more enjoyable than they would have been otherwise, and who have made me a better person, in uncountable ways.

So, no frustration, no irritation, no anger. Just... sadness and regret. And no, I'm off to bed, to sleep and ponder, to dream and wonder. Goodnight world; goodnight all people I will miss, and those I already do.