Today was Class Day. It was a great day, even though I kinda cried a bit at the Graduation thing. It was during the class song, when I realized just how much I really was going to miss all the people I never knew, as well as the people who I knew jsut enoguh to know that I liked to hang out with them, but never really did, or never really can. *shrugs* I guess maybe it's just something I'm going to have to get over. Or maybe I'll jsut try to do more stuff with them this summer. Hopefully I can. Hopefully.
I never really knew what I was missing until I went out with Juice, and now that I'm not really friends with him or Chris anymore, I can't really be friends with them. It was jsut so late in the year that the groups couldn't straighten it out and get over it... So, *shrugs* (Here's when I say my word that means I give up for now, but will never actually "give up".) Whatever.
So, I get my varsity letter tongiht. *shudder* Who would ahve ever thoguht I'd be a jock? LoL. I still make jokes about them, then think about it, and laugh. Oops! I'm one of them! hehe But, if you ask Jeremy, I fit in perfectly. Jsut as bubble-headed and idiotic as the rest of them. It's a good thing I know he's joking, otherwise I might actually have to prove him wrong. I'm really not idiotic, it's just that... when I try to act smart, I can't. I know what I'm trying to say, I jsut can't get it out right. A crux I jsut ahve to bear. Of course, it seems that that happens quite a lot to me, LoL I'm always saying the wrong thing. And it's not for lack of caring, jsut for lack of... knowing, I suppose. *shrug*
Anyway, Class Day was fun, and all the puppies are fine, and ADORABLE! The one I saved yesterday, she's one of the prettiest inthe bunch! A little black girl, with hardly any white on her back, jsut the thinnest little T that extends it's one leg up her neck. God, it's going to be hard to give any of them up. I can't wait till they're big enough to play with!! I'm going to have so many jogging partners, hehe Like Michelle with Red and Roxie... Kaite can't wait, either... hehe We'll play with them in the middle school track. Oooh... How cute!!!