Okay... Cna i jsut say that I am probably the most confused, aggravated, angry, sad, rediculously happy, and screwed up person I know? All at once. Fuck boys, who needs them? I can live with my... Whatever and be quite happy. Who needs them? I mean, they're dumb and aggravating, and hopelessly cute all at the same time, making you want to hit them and hug them at the same time. *snarl*

So, anyway, the whole scoop is in the SB, but the basic layaway was that I tweaked out, for no reason apparent to me, except for the fact that I was grossly disturbed about the smell of weed and the person doing it is somewhat close, and the person driving was drinking and smoking. I will never ever go into a situation like that again. Ever.

Forget it. *snarls* I'm so mad when I htink about it, I'm pretty sure I could spit and rip someone's face to shreds with my nails. heh ... Wouldn't that be a pretty sight? LoL

Can't wait for work tonight... I hope Kenny's working so I can take out some frustration on him. heh How much fun can you have? LoL

Heh... Track meet today? Thought it was at the same place as last year, but nope! At Ponaganset, and trust me, I was not about to go all out on that track again. I really thought I would, but for the last 100m, I was flat-foot running the whole time and still managed to be gaining on 2nd place- damn the slow competition. I definitely hate that place and was not about to wipe myself out in a race of futility. Forget it. So, I ran hard, but definitely not my hardest or I woulda kicked ass. Shoot me for having instincts for self-preservation. LoL

Hah... Self-preservation? I never woulda gotten into that car last ngiht and risked self-destruction! LMAO. FECK OFF!!!