Nick, I wish I could jsut call you up and talk to you right now... I'm so scared and I don't know why. I really really really feel like I'm going to pieces right now and though I hated you this afternoon, I really wish we could jsut drive around now, like we used to, and just... let it out. But then again, you're so sure of everything and I'm so sure of nothing, so what could we possibly talk about...?