Lmao Naomi, I'm not sure whether to kick you or laugh until I'm exhausted. Just the trick I needed... haha

I was thinking in the shower about different things, one of which being that which I described in the previous post. I've always wanted to be bold, confident, unafraid to just... -be-. I was starting to get it in college, to really just be myself, learn what it was like to realize that no matter what you're like or who you are, there are people who will like you for it. You don't ahve to fit into this mold that others have set out before you.

"I break , ya know, the hip hop floor work stuff....we don't say break dancing, We NEVER say break dancing because it's a media term and a swear word
I just started about a month ago and sometimes I think it'd be easier to lie on the floor and let someone kick me for a while, as the results would be the same"
- Shady... Not Slim Shady.

Dear God, girly, I love you to death for the stuff you come up with, lmao!

I'm doing like... 40 things at once right now, please excuse the disjointedness that this post will be. I'll try to stick to this until I'm done. Mebbe.

So, boldness. Right. I was thinking about it and decided that sometimes you need to fake it before you can truly believe it, and so... maybe it's time to start faking it? That situation will never happen again, but I need to be a bit less afraid of reactions in order to be absolutely positive. It's time for an Abby-overhaul. haha

Um... Yup. And now... Now it's time to find people to hang out with... Hmm... Who can I bug today? Crystal? Cat? It's raining, he might be home... Meh. MP? And waht to do this weekend!! I need plans, haha