I'm angry. And hurt.

Not at the moment. At the moment, I'm watching the Steelers play the Superbowl, and the Seahawks just scored a touchdown. damn. LoL

I jsut want you to know, darling, that your actions in the past week, have been unacceptable. In fact, since about New Year's, your actions have been unacceptable. You whole attitude has been shitty as hell, and I resent it. Intensely. So much so, infact, that I'm quite sure I will not be living with you next year; that is how much you've shown me with your attitude and loyalty.

Friends come above anything else- especially best friends and sister-friends. Honestly... I thought higher of you. I never thought a guy would come between us to this extent. To be quite truthful, I'm disgusted with you, and if you think I will be your friend in your hour of need, we're going to have to have a little chat. Because you're being a shitty friend and have been so for a long time.

Undoubtedly I will acquiesce, because I hate to see my friends, people I care about, to be hurt, and I will be there for you. But by forcing me to hold it all inside and deal with everything going on without any support at all, you have proven your priorities in a way that is undeniably inexcusable.

I will re-write this tonight, when I'm tired and I can really tell you what's up.