Yeah... I've discovered how people feel when they get stuck in an avalanche- hopeless, helpless, uncaring.

Uncaring... Doesn't seem to fit, does it? After so much goes down, you jsut can't. You reach a point where you look around and think to yourself, "Why bother? It's just going to get worse." I'm there.

My words in the last post were true- most of them. Kate, you have been my friend- a very good friend- since I met you last year. Through thick and thin, good and bad, we have always made it through. Which is why I just can't understand, not even in -my- moment of need but Katrina's, you bail?? What is that? I'm upset with you because you ditched, lied to, and picked sides against, me. I'm uber-upset with you for doing the same to Katrina.

And that thing last night? What was that?! Dude, it was less awkward between me and Matt than me and you! WTF MATE!? How does -that- work?!

I'm going to leave a note on your door. Just in case you've decided that reading this is a bit too... blunt for you. I'd like to talk to you, try to work this out. I'm really really afraid that there's a kink in an otherwise good friendship... I really hope there isn't. I wish you would have come to me about the problems you had that related to me and my friends. Or jsut come to me at all, instead of telling everyone else and lying through your teeth to me.

Meh... I suppose this is our opportunity to get it out, and either move on or fall apart. I want to be there for you now... I know you're going to need someone who you can lean on when you're not feeling so good. And I hope you can understand my concerns, as well as the genuine coloring of friendship (in the guise of DQ) behind them.