I look back at Friday and just... shake my head and wonder, "What the hell happened?" I was just... miserable. Ridiculously, hopelessly, miserable. And that's all there is to say. Absolutely miserable. LoL

Andrew, you are... amazing. There is just no other word for it. You're like... -too- good. Like Panda. I'm almost suspicious about what's hiding behind door number 2, because door number 1 is just.too.good.

It was so nice to go home and just... be miserable, if I wanted to be. My mom looked at me and told me to quit being such a baby- Go take a damned nap, will ya?! So I did, woke up, and hung with the fam, and it was nice to see my little bro. Who, let me tell you, is not so little anymore! He's got to be at least 6', 6'1", and when his friends caught up to him and mom and I in CVS, I felt like a munchkin Dorothy dragged back to Kansas. Just waaaaayy too small for present company. LoL Shortest one there! And that's saying something at 5'7". LoL

I took an hour and a half to get back to the house yesterday, then spent another hour and a half at URI studying with Carolyn. Got back to the house, went into apologize to Kate for not helping to clean up, and... 30 seconds later, stomped out, both of us screaming, doors slamming, and Matt and Kevin looking at each other like... Yep, Abby's home. Yippee cayay Motherflusher.

But we're good now, and trying to work out some communication. I didn't get yelled at like I thought I was going to, from the other person I -really- was quite mean to, but there's some conversations that are going to have to be acted upon. And by that, I mean... I'm going to have to grow some willpower, because by damned, I will not be a ragdoll.