Grey's Anatomy summed up my life tongiht. Or at least the part of it which is bothering the HELL out of me right now.

Let's list the things on my mind, and perhaps we'll even catch a few that I didn't know about until I think about it and start raving about it and realize that... Oh wait... Yeah... That IS really bothering me. Huh.
1. Addiction to certain people who could care less.
2. Inability to deattach from certain people.
3. Hellish wedding scheduled for this weekend.
4. Disruption of life events for hellish wedding.
5. Exam tomorrow morning and I'm so tired I can barely keep from "faceplanting" in my food at dinner.
6. I failed my chem exam.
7. I didn't rewrite my SOC paper because of... 2nd half of 5.
8. I'm so tired everything is blown straight out of proportion and it bothers me.
9. I'm an idiot and that's all there is to it.
10. I fail at surfing.
11. I want to go to the barn.
13. I have NO money and I'm living paycheck to paycheck.
14. I'm missing Oktoberfest. For the 2nd year running.
15. My friends think they know what's best for me, but they have no clue.
16. They might be right.
17. Everything on my body hurts- I was run over by a train today, but at least I didn't get knocked out by my surfboard.
18. I need to go to bed, but I can't sleep.
19. I can't sleep, so therefore my stomache hurts and I don't eat.
20. I don't eat but continue to go to class, go to my job, work out, run around like a maniac, study, drink far more than I should, make an ass of myself, pick fights, stay up late, and... will someone just shoot me so I can quit whining? Or so that I can finally get some FRIEKING SLEEP!??!?!