Wow... I feel horrible. I'm not sure how this happened. It seems like events jsut conspired against me, in a most devious way. First, Naomi's blogger hasn't been seen by me in months, becuase the link I had in my favorites thing hasn't worked since she told me she was putting up a new layout, so her blog wouldn't work for a bit... Prolly baout 2 months ago. So... I kept checking back and it never worked. If it had worked, I would have known about all the crap that was going on in the MT while I was at school. I never go to the MT during school... Vacations and weekends when I have nothing else to do, definitely. But not during the week during school. So... I had no idea that it was going up in flames, and that my pal was in hte middle of it. Was the focus point of hte firefight. WTF, mate!!
When I went back at the beginning of last week, I was amazed to find so much tension and anger and... mutinous thought going on. INSANE SHIT!! Like, truly fucking INSANE! Who would have thought that Naomi was a heinous bitch? Not I... And you want to know Why, my darlings? BECAUSE SHE'S NOT!!! A bitch, maybe, at times, when deserved, but to be truly heinous, sneaky, cunning, backstabbish? Oh, get off it. You're fucking crazy.
It really, REALLY pisses me off how much of this insanity I could have at least fought against, if I HAD ONLY KNOWN ABOUT IT!!!! Goddammit. Stupid fucking things. I'm reading back through the past 2 months of her blogger, and I want to hit something. Half the things that went on with the MT, to her, are things I could have at least... done -something- about. --Anything.-- To have people you truly care about and call friends ditch you, hurts. Like a bugger. I wouldn;t wish it on anyone, especially someone who didn't do the things accused.
Granted, I pretty much did it, myself, when she told me, but... that's me. Naomi is my home-girl. And that's all there is to it. If you say you didn't do it, I believe you and will defend you to death. I'm sorry I let you down, I let you fall without a net. I guess we're all human, huh?
PS... On hte accident, Ouch. I think we basically went over this yesterday, but Ouch. Keep popping the vicodan and make sure you don't get your cast wet- smells ICKY!!