*groan* Ugh... I have at least 2 apologies to make. Possibly 3. *narrows eyes* Did I ever mention how much I hate apologizing? Especially when I -know- I did something I should be apologizing for. Hah... Those're the worst. When you jsut say sorry, like for stupid little things, it takes nothing. You say it, you're part is done, the other person feels better. But when you actually do something shitty, it takes so much courage and effort to get those familiar, previously easy, words out of your system. Granted, it's much easier when you don't havet o look at them face-to-face, but even then, it's still hard. Just because -I- know I did something wrong. My conscience seriously needs to take a day off. My stomache can't handle this amount of Wrongness.
Darn. Today was 6 Flags day... *pout* It's prolly best Linds decided not to go, because I seriously need to study and get a job. And go running. And do some yard-stuff, and... Oh damn, it's so good she didn't go, hah
Anyway... Make that 4 apologies... Oh wait, let me jsut start my meter running. Who wants to ding every time I remember someone I -really- need to apologize for. I mean, I gave SB her clip back, I didn't bug Linds about calling out to go for a run or 6 Flags, I got the Orgo work all ready, kept my bro out of trouble by refusing to go partying last night, c'mon... maybe I should've gone partying... No. Bad Abby.
I think today may be a day to call Naomi. It seems like she needs some ridiculously dumb humor and space-caseishness. heh... I love you GIRLY!!!
No, I didn't think of any more imminent apologies to make, (I jsut made one- 5- 5!!!!) but I'm sure I could. Oy. I'm making this sound like it's a cross to bear- which it is, when you're as immature as me (When am I ever going to grow up?). I have to say, though, I actually -do- know when I'm doing something wrong- jsut after I do it. It's a horrible way to live, Lol So of course, when people confront me about it, me already knowing that I did something bad, I get incredibly defensive and start making enemies. *snorts* HOTT! It is a wonderful cycle of incredible stupidity and Just... overall dumbness. Stupid stupid stupid. Whatever. I'm going fucking running. With my fucking dog, in the fucking woods. Maybe a fucking bear will eat me. Goddammit.