Do you realize how much easier it is to let yourself fall into apathy than rise up and care? I'm tired- that and writing are horrible combinations. Not for the writing so much as the subjects about which I describe.

I have noticed how much harder it is to be cheerful and happy and light-hearted when tired; how much better my writing evolves and flows when I'm exhausted.

I'm so completely quiet right now... Listening to Dispatch, LoL Such a good band. I really never would have thought so before Joe- what a good boy, opening my ears to such things.