Wednesday, June 01, 2005

YAY!!! Campfire tonight!! I -do- have friends!!! hahahaha!

Okay, now we all know that I am jsut being really anti-social when I say I don't, right? It's jsut that I hate calling people and trying to get them to do something. It has to be spontaneous!!

And... I have a great idea. It's not going to work out, like all of my great ideas, but it is worth a shot anyway! I'm in such a rabid good mood, I think I may jsut ahve to... Do something about it! Maybe go study or something equally fun... *blink*... Or not. *Grin!* YAY!

Anyway, my great idea? hah. It's ridiculous. But, it involves inviting people to this campfire that have never met my friends before. Such as... Laura! And Cat, who I am now speaking with, again! YAY!!! My mom was so cute, "You put up such a good face of, 'I don't care about him,' but we all know you miss him." Hmm... Sorta true? I actually kind of didn't until something reminded me of him, and then I'm extremely sad until the next happy thing happens. But, now that I might be hanging with him tonight, I will be very happy!!! *sideways glance* At least.. As long as we don't end up fighting like we usually do... LoL

And the great idea I was actually speaking of, that is doomed to fail, but also sure to make them feel better jsut by having phone calls! Everyone loves phone calls! Completely doomed to failure. *Grin* But hey, if it actually worked... HOLY SHIT!!! THAT WOULD BE FUCKING INSANE!!! I can see it right now. I'd stop talking to them and slowly let out all the air in my lungs. Then, I'd take this involuntary deep breath and start screaming and dancing around the room and just... well, I'd probably die. By either falling down the stairs or just hyperventilation- who knows?! But it'd be sooooo awesome. hahaha

YAY CAMPFIRE TONIGHT!!!!! *jumps up and down, sings, dances, slinks abck to studying* Okay... breaks over, folks, let's get this road on the show!